X The Boy With The Thorn In His Side X

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Following Your Footsteps ( Size 7)

I Wish You Knew This View, From The Hill I Stand Upon. I Have Looked Over The Side More Times Than I Can Count. I Have Lemented About Taking The Short Way Path Down Rather Than The Safer Longer Route. I Bleed From Unwanted Places And Seek Out Fimiluar Places Because It Makes It Easier On Me. I Know Im Not The First, The Hundreth Or Even The Thousandth Person To Feel This Pain But Still I Make It My Own. I Want To Be Plain, Ordinary And Boring. Not Downward Spiral Soaring. What Did I Do To Aquire Such A Burden At An Already Awkward Age. I Wish I Knew But Nothing Can Change The Path For Me Now, There Are No Trails Set In Other Directions.Mines Set Without Intervention And Although This Path Gets Lonley And Warn I’ll Try My Best To Not Feel Scorn. I’ll Walk With The Sun Upon My Face Because I Know That You’ll Leave A Trace Of Footsteps, Bread Crumbs Or Broken Branches To Follow And Lead Me To A Place Where I Dont Feel So Hollow.

This Towns Gonna Eat My Heat, Like Your Temper Ate My Soul

These are bits and peices of stuff i have just jotted down latley , more to come i hope :)

Words Of The World Hang In The Background Like Am Unframmed Picture On An Over Crowded Wall. You Smiled And Said To Me “They Think They Know It All”

Your Hands Are Filled With Intention,Your Eyes Lack Lack Substance. Wait, Did I Forget To Mention ? That Every Time You Touch Me I Feel Dirty,Cold And Alone.

Stop The Tape And Press Rewind, On The Way Look At The Things You’ve Left Behind. You Can’t Quite Make It Out, A Slight Blur If You Only Knew It Was Her.Every Time You Plug That In You See Her Body , Her Smile , Her Eyes. And Now Your Acting Like Its A Suprise.

Yellow Corners Of Windows That Never Close

This Skin Keeps Itching It Doesnt Feel My Own. It Feels Old And Tight Though My Mind Has Grown.This Constant Burn Keeps My Eyes From Sleep Which Intern Makes Me Increasingly Weak.I Miss The Days of Youth, Of Carefree Innocence.

Drive Into The river With Your Hands Handcuffed To The Wheel, Then Maybe You’ll Get A Glimpse Of How I Feel.Feel The Weight Of The water Holding Your Body Down. This Is Nothing Compared To Your Words And The Pressure They Create. I’d Wave From Above The Surface Waving Goodbye To A Burden Because With You Here It Would Never Stop Hurting.

xo

Back in Black(Rooms)Where Trouble Often Looms.

Ive been spending more and more time in the “Realernet” aka the real world .

http://twitpic.com/dkcjm - A Crappy Pic, Of My New Hair Cut lol

http://twitpic.com/crgql - The Power Went Out Last Night So This Is How I Spent My Evening.I Think I Like The Book Better Than The Movie …

Experiment 626: You Are A Monster

This Is How I feel Most Days,Like A Science Project Gone Wrong(No Blue Ribbons Here) I Feel Like I Did Come From A Planet Other Than This One With Four Arms, Antena’s And The Urge To Destroy And Not To Create. I Dont Feel At Home In This Coloured Skin And These Emotions Seem Too Strong For Me. My Brain Never Shuts Off When Others Fall Right To Sleep So I Am Left To The Wreckening Of My Own Thoughts ( See Also: Demolition 101 ) I Drive The Ones I Love And Even Like Crazy Because I Have No Other Way To Show I Care ( I Told You One Day I Would Tell You All My Secrets) I Go Through Bouts Of Pain Because Of A Disease I Cannot Control But That Pain Is Nothing Like The Pain I Feel Sometimes Between That Cage Of Ribs ( I Sent Out A Ransom Note,But Nobody Replied ) Maybe This Thing Called Love Isn’t Designed For Me. Maybe When I Was Made In That Lab They Destroyed All The Plans Because They Didn’t Wan’t Another One Of Me Getting Loose. I Just Want To Find A Way To Fit In,To Be Loved For Me Whatever That Is And To Always Feel Loved Cuz Right Now Thats The Last Thing I Feel ..

So Whats The First You Ask ? If You Don’ Know Than You Havent Been Paying Attention.

xo